With Love, Xoxo.

SKIN & ME.

2012-02-06T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hey readers
I'm sure everyone talks about their skin day & night, agreed?
Blackheads, whiteheads, acne, pimples you name it! It's at the top our heads and we get bothered by it every time we look into the mirror. I know I do!

Everyone wants their skin to be as smooth as a baby's. As we go older, our physiology changes, hormones rages, and 'POP'! There you have it, a 'ZIT' appears.

Pimple outbreak, for instance, is a very common problem among us teenagers, right? Be it boys or girls.

I decided to google it up, and stumbled upon this;

A pimple, also known as a zit or spot is a small papule or pustule; small skin lesions or inflammation of the skin - they are oil glands (sebaceous glands) that are infected with bacteria, become inflamed, and then fill up with pus.

Pimples are caused when the sebaceous glands located at the base of hair follicles become overactive; the most vulnerable parts of the body are the face, back, chest and shoulders. Pimples are palpable signs of acne, especially when a breakout occurs.

Something on whiteheads & blackheads too!

Blackheads, also known as open comedones, are follicles that have a wider than normal opening. They are filled with plugs of sebum and sloughed-off cells and have undergone a chemical reaction resulting in the oxidation of melanin. This gives the material in the follicle the typical black color.

Whiteheads, also known as closed comedones, are follicles that are filled with the same material, but have only a microscopic opening to the skin surface. Since the air cannot reach the follicle, the material is not oxidized, and remains white.

Chim huh? Simply put, these conditions are due to excess oil excreted on our faces and gets clogged in the pores to cause the problems mentioned above. If not controlled well, it will result to acne. Something we wouldn't want to happen, right?

I've tried numerous ways to reduce these problems. Changing my facial wash products, trying on masks, using scrubs and blackhead remover, trying to peel them off with a metal hook(like the picture below), and even going for facial treatments. And still does not work!

Just look at the picture above, my oh my! My pimple scars & blackheads can be seen, even though the picture quality isn't that good.

Thats why make-up always does the trick, but till when? Wouldn't make-up further worsen the condition?!

HELPPPPPPPPPP!

2012-02-05T09:22:00.006+08:00

How I spent my NINETEENTH. ♥
Thank you all , much love!

And all the smses, whatsapp, fb & twitter wishes, I can never thank everyone enough!
P.S. Happy 3rd, Mr Nurse! (:

2012-01-30T22:54:00.006+08:00

I've been leaving this space empty for quite a long time. I know, I know. HAHA. I've tons to share actually, but I just cant put my hands on it.

So, let all the pictures in FB do the talking ok?

Alhamdulillah, I've finally turned NINETEEN. Syukur.
I feel so much love on my special day, with all the text msgs, the wall posts, the inbox, the tweets, the phone call from #you, the presents, the cakes, the celebrations, the treats... I've couldn't asked for more.

May this year be another blessed year, may Allah always guide me and may this year be a brand new year to make me wiser than other years, InsyaAllah...

Another year to ADULTHOOD?!

2012-01-20T09:14:00.006+08:00

I know I have been neglecting this space of mine. Not that anyone's still reading this space right? LOL. It has been a busy 2012 thus far. I'm not complaining though! Haha, just a wee bit tired...

I shall continue with some schoolwork for now.
But I'll post 2 things up: Sinaran Hati, Ikhlas Memberi 2012 & My 19th!

In the meantime, stay well & be happy! :)

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012.

2011-12-31T13:03:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah
Twothousandeleven has been the most memorable year thus far, Syukur.

There were points where I am at my happiest, there were times I was at my lowest. But at the end of the day, there will always be something to learn from and family's always there to stand by you.

I lost love, I found new love, The old love still stays. I just don't know.
Maybe past experience makes me feel this way. But I know feelings can't be forced, especially when it comes to love. I'm sorry if I've made you feel what you've been feeling. And yes, feelings do come and go. I just hope you understand, and I hope you know what I'm getting to. It has never been a third party, like what happened 3 years ago.

Singing is still my passion, and I've come this far.
Closed my 2011 with performing for the last episode of HITZBANDSTAND.

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012.
May the new year brings blessings to everyone. And may the new year makes us into a more meaningful and better person, InsyaAllah.

My forever new year's resolution: TO LOSE WEIGHT. (:

With Love,
Xoxo.

2011-12-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

Why hello, lovely readers.

Okok, I have to admit, its been forever since I updated this space.
But Im not even sure if they're still people reading here!
Ok, whatever, I'm just gonna blog anyway.

Finally, Term Break from Year 2! YAHOOOOOO.
Ok, fat hope if I'd think I would be enjoying!

Alhamdulillah, shows upcoming. I'm pretty thankful that there are still spot for me to continue my passion on singing, despite the short & stout ME :) And the many school project that has to be done and submitted when school reopens! Thus, shall set my priorities NOW!

Just a thought to share, I think people with looks and shape are always being put upfront despite the lack of talent. Not being jealous or whatsoever, but i think those with talents should be showcased.

With Love,
Xoxo

2011-12-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

At times, you need to take a chill pill & widen your circle of friends.

Miss me?

2011-11-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

Life's been a bumper ride these days.

I laugh, I cry, I swear, I curse, I scream, I get angry, I get annoyed, I get sick.

At the end of the day, I'm still human full of imperfections.

I'll be back to update soon, I can't promise.

But I'll try my very best to do so, if there are still readers here!

With Love,

Xoxo.

2011-10-30T10:47:00.003+08:00

Hari Raya Show, The trip to Cambodia, Rapsodi Skrin 2011, Adib's 10th & school just started...
Anyone miss me?

2011-09-15T23:52:00.006+08:00

I know it has been 1234567890987654321 days since i last updated this dusty blog of mine *takes a feather duster & start cleaning this space*

First & foremost, i hope its not too late to wish all the Muslims out there 'Salam Aidilfitri'. May we forgive and forget bad intentions and sins, but never forget those who are not with us.

This year's raya is a lil bit different than previous years. On the first day of Raya, I went visiting with my notes, how cool can it get?! And my family continued our Raya visiting on the 6th day of Syawal because dad's working and all of us were busy with school. *sigh*

It's also different to not have Aishah & Haidhar here with us to celebrate Raya in Singapore this year. P.S. Yall better don't forget us here, ok!

I'll try to update as much as I can during this month's Semester holidays, but I'm quite tight up with school activities & some outside projects. Want to know more, please do land yourself her some time alright?

I guess I shall tuck in now & try to avoid feeling nervous for tmr's results. *bites nails*

Gdnight, Loves
Xoxo.

2011-07-23T22:17:00.011+08:00

Salam, my dears!
Bismillah.

I'm squeezing a lil bit of my busy time to update this humble blog of mine.
Last weekend, the close maternal relatives came over to my place for a karaoke session & off to Simpang Bedok for grandma's birthday dinner ♥

Selamat Hari Lahir, nenek! Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan selalu bahagia. Sayaaaaaaaaaang nenek ♥

Pakcik-ku bergaya

Anyone wants this girl?!

More photos on FB.
Am cracking my brains now for project, chiaoooo!

Xoxo.

2011-07-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

Bismillah,
Salam Dear Readers.

Despite it being weeks of tiring days and nights, i met up with these girls. It's been quite a while since we had a get together.

I miss those times where you care nothing but just homework. The older you are, the more responsibility you have.

Thats life!
And see the eyebagsssssssssss ):

On a lighter note, finally managed to watch Nur Kasih the movie (thanks to youuuuu)! Oh, Adammmmmmmm (:

Just a quick update for you readers, if there's any in the first place!?!
Shall get back to my lab report now, this shall be a longggggg nighhtttt.

Xoxo,
Salam.

2011-07-10T18:21:00.006+08:00

Bismillah,

Salam Dear Readers.

I've been very very busy for the past 2 weeks, what not with the piles of projects & rehearsals for Anugerah 2011 Grand Finals & Simfoni Lebaran 2011 Recording.

I would want to blog about everything, but i lost the mood due to that MF. I wouldn't be bothered to blog about that certain someone in this cyberworld because I am taught to respect. But just so you know B****, you don't deserve mine.

I shall just blog the photos up first, will elaborate more when I have all the time to myself. & to view the photos, you know where to view them (:

ANUGERAH

SIMFONI LEBARAN

crush, *melts*

I shall end my post here for now,
will be back when I'm less tight up!

Wasalam, xoxo.

2011-06-25T21:21:00.010+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam Dear Readers!

After 3 whole days of project meet-up, my group has completed our FpQA report & halfway through our NLS project, though we have yet to start on ApFS.

Just last thursday, Andrea texted to help out for her father's company on product tasting. 2nd time of yogurt drink yum yum yum!

Thank you Mr Teok & Company(AustAsia) for having us over!:D

Strawberry, Mango & Grape flavour yum yum yum.

Of some of us who came (:

***** ***** *****

On Friday, we had our ApFS excursion to two farms.
AS early as 8.30am, we were to be in school and of to Kranji.

First up, Hay Dairies (if im not wrong).
Smell of goats, learnt more about goats & abit on sanitation, taste of the Goat's Milk(which I don't really fancy). Just to add, i think the workers there need to learn more about customer services & communication skills especially that lady!

On the way to Bollywood Veg Farm.
I look diff in this pic, Eva's cap is awesomeeeeeeeeee! :)

So we've reacheddddd!
It was superduper hot ystd, it evaporated our enthusiastic spirits a little. But we pushed ourselves and went for the tour & didn't disappoint ourselves!

Learnt about the many uses of plants that is beneficial for us. And of course, took lots & lots of photos!

Before our tour, we had Banana Cake & Milo. Though the cleaner was abit tooo -.- Picked up our cup even before we finished.

Oh, just so you all want to know, I'm taking orders for kuih this year's raya.
Will be up on the next few posts! (:

Wasalam
With Love,
Xoxo.

2011-06-20T20:48:00.004+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam, dear wonderful readers!

Do you miss me? LOL.
Yeah right, seems like there's not readers passing her. ANYONE? *krikk krikk*
I'll blog anyway, haha!

ANYWAYS. My second week of term holidays are filled with project meetings in school, not that I'm complaining! :D
The past few weeks have been a very wonderful time. With the Ipod Touch (thanks to you!), a teddy bear from my mortal (thanks to Jenndy!), small birthday celebration for Suhailah, time spent with the love ones, term tests, a wonderful news got to my ear, fathers' day celebration & many many new projects! Alhamdulillah, things i can do to fill up my days.

Hope this short entry fills you all up (:
Some pictures to end my entry for now.

Off to project,
Wasalam.

2011-05-06T07:53:00.005+08:00

Salam dear readers.

Alhamdulillah, life has been ok. The usual ups & downs are just parts & parcels of life, but this rollercoaster ride still has to go on.

It has only been 2 weeks of school, and it feels like a month in school. All the modules were given a project each, and I'm 3/4 done for all of them. YEAYH! gonna finish them by this weekend, insyaAllah.

How has your week been?

Don't miss me too much, I'll be back soon InsyaAllah.
Xoxo.

2011-04-24T12:24:00.004+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam, dear readers!
Week 0 was a blast, can't you see from the pictures?

Despite the ever-so-tiring weeks to prepare, freshies were sporting (esp A2s! *coughs*), cheer team won again for the 5th time in a row, more new/good friends made.

Missing Week 0 already.
A new semester starts tomorrow, insyaAllah.

2011-04-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

Salam dear readers, Bismillah.

Was out with bestfriend the other day. Despite being tired & busy with preparation with Week 0, i accompanied him to get his stuff for school & treat him dinner.

Congrats, awak! Thank you for always respecting my decision. Do work hard, as well as play hard. & thank you for always helping me out. Likewise, I'll do the same. May you always continue to do well, make us all proud & always remember to never give up. Because there is always a rainbow at the end of every storm (:

2011-04-16T00:31:00.003+08:00

Bismillah,
Salam dear readers.

Short hair is the awesome-mest, and it is at its easiest to handle. With the busy schedule for upcoming Week 0, this hair is sure easy to move around with. & PMS has kicked in, bummer.

P.s. enjoy the weekends, xoxo.

2011-04-07T22:44:00.004+08:00

Memories are like scars and tattoos. When you fall, when your heart breaks, and when your best friend turns her back on you, it leaves a scar that hurts everytime you think about it. A memory that is stuck in your head. It’s in the past, but it comes back and bites. It’s a tattoo - it’s a memory that hurts, but doesn’t disappear, it never does. When you see it so vividly, you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your life’s history.

At times, saying something that comes from your heart may hurt another soul. Maybe because of misinterpretation or miscommunication. All I need from you is a little understanding, and for us to still be friends. Ignoring my messages & deactivating your account doesn't help in running away from the problem. Maybe you need some time, maybe I won't disturb you anymore.

2011-04-03T16:38:00.016+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam dear readers! Okay, I've been rather busy with the 4D 3N camp in school. And would be rather busy with the upcoming preparation for Week 0 before school starts in 4 weeks!Yipeeeeeee! With Love, Xoxo

2011-03-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

Bismillah,
Salam Readers.

I think it would be best if i blogged about this.

(I've typed out a lengthy post, but it was erased. i dont even know why, and had to re-type all over again)

I'm overwhelmed by all the smses, twitter msg & fb inbox regarding Anugerah 2011 this year. And totally overwhelmed by everyone who still believes in me, Alhamdulillah.

Initially, it has been quite some time since I've thought about it and it had put me in a dilemma... After much thought about it and discussion with mummylove, (though she had advised me to follow my heart & do what I would want best. but me being indecisive about things... Ok you get the picture) I have come to a conclusion (wahhh first time being so sure about my decision, oh the irony) to give the auditions a miss this year. I have my reasons on doing so, but I'm not gonna spell it out one by one here.

But most importantly, I'm to prioritise my studies before my hobby that turns out to be my passion now. There are other personal reasons to the decisions, too, but I would want to keep it this way.

Thank you so much to all who have been supporting me with what I love to do. Thank you to all who have given me your encouragement, advice, support this far. InsyaAllah, bak kata pepatah kalau ada rezeki tak ke mana. Amin.

With Love,
Xoxo.

2011-03-14T17:37:00.005+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam dear readers.

Okay, im being totally random today.
Watched Nur Kasih (the series) on Suria every weekends.
& so today, i decided to google about it & discovered that the movie will be out in May this year.
Superduperexcitedplease!

Saw the trailer on FB, thanks to Lyn Maritza.

MasyaAllah, Tiz Zaqyah looks superduper good in Hijab!
Oh, and did I tell you that Remy Ishak is charming?

See what I mean!

2011-03-10T15:28:00.003+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam Dear Readers.

My polymates & I had a small picnic cum kite-flying session at Marina Barrage on the 7th March 2011. It was super duper hot & humid that day, accompanied by occasional wind.

First time trying to fly the kite.

With the help from Shamsiyah & Suhailah!

"You constantly pull as the kite flies"

"I can do it, I can do it!"

"PLOP" flat on the grass.

But I did not give up!

"It's flying Its flying!"

OH MAN! i felt so cheated!

YEAYH! Finally succeeded! *jumps up & down*

Anak dara pingitan. ROFL.

(List of available single ladies.)

From gossiping & bitchings, to stepping on mud, to sweaty faces, to being bathed by Coke. But at the end of the day, we had dinner & ice-cream at Marina Square.

With Love,

Xoxo.

2011-03-09T14:16:00.004+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam Readers.

You know, suddenly i lost the mood to blog about Pesta Perdana.
However, a very well-written review was written by Pujangga Malam.
Place the cursor on the bold-ed words, click on it and it will bring you to the website.

In the meantime, some photos here for viewing though i didnt take alot of pictures that day.

Next update, the kite-flying session at Marina Barrage!

With Love, Xoxo.

2011-03-06T16:01:00.002+08:00

How has the week been, ya'll?
I'm getting ready to go out with the family to Vivo.

Update on Pesta Perdana 11 coming up!

2011-03-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam Readers!

Alhamdulillah, Semestral Exams are finally overrrrrrrrr (yesterday)!
Which means, it marks the end of Year 1 = Year 2 awaits me, InsyaAllah.

I'm glad that I've strived through the hurdles of my first year in polytechnic. I know I did the best that I could do, and InsyaAllah all will go well. *but deep down, i'm extra nervous of the results that will be coming my way -bites nails- *

Putting that aside for now, I just got back from meeting the awesome-mest classmates + mahirah + nadira. we had truckloads of fun & laughter, sharing about our school, our life, our thoughts, and just our usual random conversations and also to celebrate Asyura's 18th!

Hey Spongebob Asyura!
Happy 18th Birthday, my dear!
May you always stay happy & successes always lead your way, InsyaAllah.
Hope you enjoyed that small celebration & card despite it being very last minute!
P.S. Jgn notty2 eh dah legal ni! :P

You know we love you.

And so you have the elegant girls...

And the boys (who wants to be) macho...

At the end of the day, we enjoyed ourselves!

With Love, Xoxo.

2011-02-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam dear readers.

Today marks the start of Semestral Exams.
Alhamdulillah, so far revision and paper have been so good. InsyaAllah, the upcoming papers would be just as smooth-sailing as today.

Just realised how much I've missed put so far. Student is a full-time job for me, with my passion as a part-time job. But that's okay, I shall just do my best. I would want to rant about everything, and almost anything about my life this past few days/weeks. But, nahhh i guess its better unsaid. Maybe it's just life. No matter how bitter it seems, how difficult it may get, how sucky it may be, I shall endure as there's always tomorrow, InsyaAllah.

Ohhh, and I can't wait for the exams to be over. I can get back to reading those novels that I truly misssssssssssssss.

Enjoy the weekends, readers!
Xoxo.

2011-02-19T20:43:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Done with CSAS1 role play. Done with Psychology Common Test. Done with Psychology presentation. Done with Over-the-counter medication Common Test. Done with Over-the-counter medication Project. Done with Basic Microbiology Practical Test.

Yesterday marks the last day being a Year 1 freshmen student in TP, Alhamdulillah.

I had my ups and downs along the journey, bumped into new people who have became dear to me, getting to know people, who are at times, being a pain in the neck, strangers who passed by my life throughout the school academic year.

But wait, it's not over yet!

Which means, study week has begun and exams the week after. YIKES!

FAST HUH!?!

Must start on the revision for the upcoming papers. InsyaAllah, I can do it. Do well for all so that no supp papers during the holidays. So many plans coming up!

Pray for me that I can go through this, InsyaAllah.

All the best to me, and to those taking their exams for the upcoming weeks.

With Love,

Xoxo.

2011-02-16T10:45:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah, you get what you least expect.
I'll be back!

Xoxo.

2011-02-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam, wonderful readers.

2 stressful weeks before study week & exam week starts.
Notes are piling, waiting for me to read them all. Projects due this week, and also cramping my brain to remember the important points for the upcoming tests this week tooooo!
InsyaAllah, all will be well.

I shall work hard for the next few weeks before enjoying the holidays, InsyaAllah. Will update this page soon.

Shall get back to the schoolwork now,
miss me lovebirds!
Xoxo.

2011-02-06T16:02:00.002+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam dear readers.

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai!

Had an awesome week! A short picnic & BBQ with the close ones during the long holiday.

FC Lab Logbook, Checked!
CSAS1 Learning Journal, Checked!
Psychology notes, Checked!
Notes for BNF, Psychology & OTCM project left.

Oh, the joy!
Monday starts tomorrow, great.

2011-02-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

I think I need a haircut, or at least a new hairdo.

What say you?

2011-01-16T20:48:00.008+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam, wonderful readers!

Alhamdulillah, I've finally turned eighteen this week.
Thank you everyone who had wished me on twitter, fb inbox , fb wall post, smses. I am so overwhelmed and touched by all the well wishes, really appreciate each and everyone of it. I had find time to reply each and every comments because all your well wishes matters to me. Though my eyes became so tired from 9pm to 12am replying to almost 300 well wishes...

Thank you to everyone who planned and celebrated my birthday this year. You all are kind souls & precious gems that I could never replace nor ask anything more. ♥

Let me share some photographic moments of my celebration this year.

Birthday Celebration Part 1

Birthday Celebration Part 2

Birthday Celebration Part 3

Birthday Celebration Part 4

Birthday Celebration Part 5

I could never ask for anything more, Alhamdulillah.
With Love,
Xoxo.

2011-01-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

Dear Brother,
Happy 16th Birthday!
Though you can be a pain at times, you're always there to bring a smile on my face with your irritating antics!

May you always be successful in everything you do, and study hard for your O levels!
Hope you liked the headphones we gave you!

I know I can be irritating at times too. But hey, I'm your ONLY irritating sister! :P
Xoxo.

2011-01-10T22:32:00.004+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam Readers!

Off the many pictures taken during Untukmu Sinaran Hati on Friday, 7th Jan 2011. More photos of Facebook.
Now, back to schoolwork!

2011-01-02T14:36:00.004+08:00

Bismillah.
Salam dear readers.

Did i tell you I got a New Year present yesterday!
Yes, I got my first fall, and I got myself a bruise.
Happened while I was making my way to cousin's wedding after vocal practice at Abg Eddy's place. I was in baju kurung, and fell like nangka busuk! Sungguh tak menjanjikan. Malu please!

Picture was taken yesterday.

Current state of the knee : swollen, red, with pus. Okay, ewwwwww.

Putting that aside, school's starting tomorrow. I may not be blogging as often, but hope you readers will stay with me kay? (It will be so difficult to get myself to school tomorrow!)

*** *** ***

I've always wanted to meet this man in person. I missed the opportunity 4 years ago, when mum saw him & Nana (while they we're still husb & wife) at Toa Payoh Hub. I was preparing for a perf with the 3Arts, if I'm not mistaken.

I remembered adding him up on FB, and saw his status that he was in Singapore. I remembered giving him a comment on his wall post, and he did replied back. (How sweet).

I've always seen him acting, his macho character never fail to catch my attention.
Semoga Allah senantiasa mencucuri roh Faizal Yusup dan semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yg beriman. Alfateha.

2010-12-31T21:23:00.005+08:00

Bismillah.
May Allah bless us with good health always.

(Take note : This is a massive entry to sum up my 2010. Don't say I didn't warn you!)
2010 is ending in a few hours time...
Like any other new year, im having my countdown at home, jotting down my resolutions before the new year and reflecting on 2010. It has been a very wonderful rollercoaster ride in my life.

Lets start off with my passion for Singing.

Semua milik Allah, tiada apa yang kekal. Ia hanya untuk sementara.

I've entered several competitions, and it has been a wonderful experience. For me, winning isn't everything. What's more important is the experience gained, by singing, making new friends and supporting each other. Why be jealous with one another, afterall, we need each other to improve our music industry! (chey!)

Even though I only got through to the Top 50 while trying my luck for Anugerah 2009, rezeki dtg lebih dari menyanyi back-up. Alhamdulillah, I'm happy to be given the opportuniy to do so. Making new friends along the way, getting closer with the friends already made, simply worthwhile! Though at times, I don't understand why some people look down on back-up singers. But its okay, you can't please everyone, no?

Thanks to mommeh & papa for letting me strive for my passion and supporting me in whatever I love to do. Thanks to Abg Irwan Mahpoel, Abg Eddy Ali & Kak Ann Hussein for passing me some of their knowledge, for letting me improve myself better.

Thank you family, friends, and you (yes you!) for always supporting me. Ok, i know this sounds like a thank-you speech after winning an award. But, I feel so grateful that I'm blessed with you wonderful people in my life.

I'm nothing without my family. They're always there for me ♥

Friends come and go, but true friends lasts forever.

The girls above have always been there for me, despite us not meeting as often as before. Our usual smses, wall posts & inbox messages are always a medium for us to constantly keep in touch & asking each other's well being. Even though all of us are busy with our own lives, but we try every means to catch up with each other and come up with random & impromptu meet-ups.

You girls know how much you mean to me ♥

Moving on to School Life.
I'm really happy to be in the course I'm in even though initially I was thinking twice about it. Will I be able to do well in it? Will I do badly? Will I dislike the course, and lose interest in it? So okay, maybe not twice! Despite it all, I will not let anything bring me down, I will not let anyone change my mind. No matter what, I will work hard and strive to do my best in whatever I do, esp for school, InsyaAllah.

TP made me feel so welcome. I'm really happy that I'm in TP, never regretted a single thing.

Coursemates have been great kaki(s); our study groups, our break time, our gossips, our eyecandies talk (haha!).

I may missed out many more events throughout my 2010, but all memories are kept close to my heart, both good or bad. May the coming 2011 be a more meaningful year for everyone. May all your new year's resolutions be achieved. Most importantly, may you always stay happy with your loved ones.

My resolutions you may ask? I would want to lose more weight and get myself nearer to Allah, InsyaAllah. These two are currently on the top of my list.

For the rest, thats for me to know and for you to figure it out! ;P *Neh neh ni poo poo*

Lets start a brand new year with a brand new spirit, a brand new mindset, a brand new target, but most importantly a better self. Let bygones be bygones, life's not all about regretting because everything happens for a reason. Let us learn from the past, take it as a learning point to improve ourselves in the years to come, InsyaAllah.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!
xoxo.

2010-12-30T21:18:00.009+08:00

Goodnight, fellow readers!
Like I promised in the previous entry, I'll post about the JB trip.

My family (and him) and Cik Nor's family went for a convoy trip to JB in the late afternoon and reached home at 5am the next day! We went to City Square, Pandan City and kedai makan Singgah Selalu for supper. We bumped into a group of artiste involved in a show at Taman Bandar Pasir Gudang, Johor (read : Taufik Batisah, Amy Search, Lisa Surihani yang-jambu-gila)

Okay, thats besides the point. At least one of my aim was achieved, which is to go SHOPPING! Not only on that Sunday, but also on last Tuesday! Okay, wont post what I've bought (or should I? Hmmmm). Ok no, lets make it a surprise! :D

While the parents were busy doing their 'terapi lintah' (don't ask me why), the boys and Sartikah went the whole Pandan City to do our shopping. The two boys then decided to play pool. They asked me to join in too. I know nuts about this game! Tried once and then just couldnt bother. Wanted to go for karaoke though, but the rooms were fully booked.

We went to JB again on Tuesday, but this time, we met Cik Nor's family at Kranji and went their by public transport. Father initiated we stay over, but I insisted on going back as I still had the project to complete. HEH. Once there, we went on our separate ways as we had different plans in mind.

Family first stopped at Kenny Rogers to have our late lunch. Funny clumsy moments though, but thank god it was not caught on camera! ^^ We walked and shopped again (esp me!) and went to J.Co before he came. We went to Pandan again, and this time the boys went shopping. Mummy was literally bragging that she didnt get to shop there. She ended up grocery shopping!

Had supper again at Singgah Selalu before we went home at 1am.
(OH MY GOD I NEED TO STOP HAVING SUPPER. NEED.LOSE.WEIGHT.)

Oh my, 2010 is coming to an end in about 20+++ hours time.
Summary of my 2010 in the next entry!

Xoxo.
P.s. Munchkin, get well soon ♥

2010-12-29T12:38:00.006+08:00

Happy Wednesday, wonderful readers!
(Take note : this post will be filled with tons of pictures!

Yes, the girls & I had our End-Of-Year meet-up. Besides having dinner or picnic like we usually would, I figured maybe we could do something we never did together! First up, Fatin & I planned on Bowling, despite us not being professionals (except Insyirah *coughs*).

We met up at EHub at 2.30pm, despite meeting at 2pm before Fatin kills us all, shrieks! But she was last to arrive, lol. So end up she had to start the bowling ball rolling, get what I mean? (Ok lame.)

And of course, we took tons of pictures! More on FB.

A group picture with bbygees before we left for late lunch/dinner.

We had our meal at BBQ Chicken, and still took tons of pictures along the way.

Personal favourite on the travellator/escalator.

Did our catching up session while having our meal, and even plan our next meeting in advance since everyone will be busy with school. Oh, we can even be BBQ ambassadors/spokeswomen.

See below!

We had our meal with Root Beer Float. In love with the Korean Traditional Charboiled, yummeh! Fatin, Khai & I had the same meal with diff side dishes. Sempat merasaaaaaaaaaa.

You know I Love You Girls! Let's meet up soon!
Next update, with the Family to JB.

Till the next,
Xoxo.

2010-12-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello,

I'm a very angry girl, despite the smile on the face.

Putting that aside, i love my bbygees! Can't wait for Insyirah to upload the photos so that I can share with you readers!

2010-12-26T13:24:00.008+08:00

Hello lovely readers!

My TP kakis had our BBQ cum Eva Belated Birthday Bash on Thursday. More pictures have been uploaded on Facebook. Many funny photos, and we sure had tons of fun that day, don't we?

The bottom photos are my very selenge photos, but heck. Not so glamorous all the time, no?

Got twisted.

Priceless nerdy faces.

Feeling sungguh duduk atas meja, ye!

And you know where to see the other unglam photos of me US!

Till next,
Xoxo.

2010-12-22T13:42:00.003+08:00

Discussing for tomorrow's BBQ.
~~Aim for the day : complete CSAS project!~~

2010-12-21T13:25:00.002+08:00

Beautiful Tuesday, everyone!
Don't be shocked with the above photo. This is what happens when too much project is in the wayyyyyy. (okay bedek! gambar tak glamour langsung k!)

Am checking and clearing my fb a lil bit, before proceeding with the rest of the house chores and start on the lab report.

You know something, actually, I don't even know what to blog about. HAH! Blogging for the sake of blogging, oh wells. Maybe I should start on the lab report first.

Afiqah, OUT.
Xoxo.

2010-12-19T12:21:00.006+08:00

A very good Sunday, wonderful readers!

Was out with the two irritating boys yesterday.

Wanted to bring the brother out, since he had been wanting Pizza Hut so badly!

Thank you for the treat!

And something funny happened, but I shan't say it. (and so should you! -.-)

Glad that the brother enjoyed himself yesterday! :D

Now, gonna start on the projects!

Have a good day, yallllll!

2010-12-16T14:52:00.004+08:00

Finally, after 12345678909876523146 days (okay, i bedek!), I'm back to blogging!

I've been busy with school, doing revisions & notes for the test (had my last paper yesterday). And, you've guessed it! I'm having my holidays two days earlier, till the start of January!
But, don't think I'm going to enjoy this holiday as much. How to, 4 projects due next term! Gonna start doing i don't know when! But nevermind, gonna finish up the lab report first before the projects!

Hello passer!
First and foremost, thank you for dropping by my humble blog.

Alhamdulillah, I've lost about 20+kg since my peak weight (which I won't tell here).
No big secret, really! I've been watching my diet and doing some exercises. To be honest, I've been really tight up with school as I usually end late and wouldn't have the time to do all those exercise like jogging or even heading the gym. I do simple exercises at the comfort of my own room. You can start off by doing some sit-ups or follow any simple exercises from youtube. One website you could watch is HERE. Or you can look for other videos on youtube.

I've been cutting down on my carbohydrate intake too, especially rice. (Some people do ask whether I could survive without rice!) If you can't, for a start, cut down on your rice portions or if possible, have rice at least once or twice a week.
Hope the tips will help you! All the best!
But whatever happens, do know that you're beautiful in your own way! *winks*

2010-12-05T11:25:00.003+08:00

Tanpamu - Nani & Afiqah.
Was taken during our karaoke session on Friday. (:

2010-11-14T14:44:00.006+08:00

Dear Blog,

I've been neglecting this place for quite a bit. Not too sure if there's anyone reading this space. But oh well... Not that I mind. People will think I have a boring life! Maybe so, but I've been too busy & lazy to sit in front of the PC too long.

I've been very busy with school. Not saying that it is taking a toll on me. But I'm loving my life, Alhamdulillah. Spending each and every wonderful day with lovely beings, despite the many challenges that comes in the way. The many new subjects learnt, the many lab report and tutorials to be completed, the upcoming tests, its all parts of a school girl.

And there's many more things to accomplish.

For a start, lose more weight!

With Love,

Xoxo.

2010-11-05T23:04:00.004+08:00

Off the many photos taken during my MIA in the blogging world.
Why hello readers, if there still is any! -.-

Only 2nd week of school, so many assignments! PROJECTSSSSS!
School holiday today, since its Deepavali.
Happy Diwali to all Hindus out there!

Actually, i have lost the mood to blog. Not that someone had spoilt my mood. I would love to blog about everything that had happened, but i simply cant find the words to put it! For all I know, I'm currently loving my life with the loved ones, family & friends, despite the challenges, Alhamdulillah.

Till my next update, only God knows when!

With Love,
Xoxo.
GET WELL SOON, MISTER!

2010-10-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

SHENG SHIONG SEGALA UNTUK KAMUUUUUUUU.

Okay, lol to the above statement!

Why, hello readers!
Been a little bit busy lately.
Another project coming up, alhamdulillah.

School's gonna start soon! Semester 2, Alhamdulillah.
To be honest, I'm totally excited for school!
About 2 months of holidays (excluding exams in the middle of the period), totally need to get back on studying. Coz I miss studying, i miss tutorials, i miss lectures & sleeping in them too! I should totally scrap that (read : sleeping in lectures, esp Bio!) when sem 2 starts! New modules, new timetable, awesome company to be with.

Gonna start preparing, do some shopping for school, & have to switch to studying mode now!

With Love,
Xoxo.

2010-10-11T13:18:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, done with Muzika Ekstravaganza 2010.
The most wonderful experience I had thus far, working together with the awesome crew, artistes & great kaki(s)! NAK LAGI PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
More pictures on FB!

Can we pass off as twins? AHA!

During the actual day!

Second time working with tomok, & I must say a very humble & awesome guy! Do come to Sg again, and I will bring you to eat SUP TULANG! :P Can't wait for your album to be released here!

A guy who needs no introduction! Love your moves!

Mimi One Nation Emcees!

With the legends! Ramli Sarip, Rahimah Rahim, Aris Ariwatan.

It is proven that Sg doesn't lack female talents! Sarah Aqilah & Nana.

& Of course, I love working with you crazy kakis!

With Love,

Xoxo.

2010-10-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY.

BE BACK IN A BIT!

XOXO.

2010-09-28T23:11:00.004+08:00

Putting aside raya for this post, I feel like ranting a lil bit.

I retweeted this : RT @dynna RT @Naturelly gossips are part of human nature, judging is a choice, revenge is man-made.

At times I wonder, why there are people who envy other people's happiness & successes? Can't they just be as happy? (baca : tumpang gembira) And at times, some of our choices are looked upon negatively by another. Worst still, adding stories that does not even exist! (No facts, just gossips isn't it?) Telling the others (read : makcik quaters) about all that, I mean come'on. Grow up! I'm sure you're old enough to know all this. (read : bukan menipu/memfitnah ke namanya jikalau mereka-reka cerita yang tiada kebenarannya?) Don't think we wouldn't know about their own dirty little secrets! Thank god I'm not the type who goes around like some makcik kaypoh!

Sigh, one thing's for sure, we can't possible close their mouths from saying anything. Because I'm sure one day, some way or another, they would stop.

Don't go too far.

And for sure, I'm not resting my case. Just not yet.

2010-09-14T16:39:00.006+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Syawal has been very memorable thus far. And I know, there's many many more memories to be kept, InsyaAllah.

Went visiting only on the 1st & 2nd Syawal. Relatives was not home to visit on Sunday, the brothers' have started school as per norm, I had my last paper on Monday, & the father is working. Soo, which means only the weekends!

I've been reading blogs & facebook shoutouts of my friends, saying they're getting lesser amount of green packets (or i shall say KACHING$) this year. Totally understand your situation! The brothers' are getting more than me, which is rather shocking because I usually have more than them! "Cik, saya masih sekolah lagi..." Boo. But whatever it is, I'm thankful that I still get green packets from the elders. I shall treasure this moment before I finish Poly life & start working! :X

Had my last paper yesterday, which means it's the holidays, baby!

Many plans in mind right now, Raya outing with the lovely friends, re-groom/re-decorate my room, upcoming projects, maybe find a part-time job, shopping! I've tons of things that I want to buy, I've even wrote down a list of them all! (OMG, my birthday is still far away and I've already have tons of things to wish for! But nehhh, i prefer to get it myself than asking people to buy for me.)

WOOOO WOOO, one at a time Afiqah! First thing's first, gotta start saving up before doing all that (okay maybe not all that)!

Hope everyone is enjoying their Hari Raya celebration.

Till the next update!

Xoxo.

2010-09-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

Take note : This post will be in Malay.

Alhamdulillah, 30 hari menahan lapar & dahaga.
Ramadhan menyusul, dan kini Syawal menjelang tiba.
Semoga semua dilimpahi berkat di bulan Ramadhan ini, InsyaAllah.

Sempena tibanya Syawal yang mulia ini, inginku ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, mohon Maaf Zahir & Batin kepada saudara-mara, sahabat handai, rakan-rakan di Facebook, semua yang mengenali diri ini & semua muslimin muslimat, tidak kira di mana jua anda berada.

Ku menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf jika terkasar bahasa, tertinggi suara, memarahi/mengutuk sesiapa, tercubit/terpukul/tertendang di mana-mana, menyakiti hati sesiapa disedari mahupun tidak... Halalkan segala makan minum & pemberian juga ye!

Semoga kita dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki agar dapat bertemu Ramadhan di tahun yang akan datang, InsyaAllah. Jangan lupa juga pada yang kurang berupaya & telah tiada, Alfateha.

Salam Sayang,
Xoxo.

A lil something for Raya, taken last 2 year's Hari Raya event.

2010-09-03T23:35:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, the fasting month have been a fruitful one.

And the exams is just around the corner.

InsyaAllah, all will go well.

NAK DEKAT RAYAAAAAAAA!

2010-08-15T16:18:00.005+08:00

Why, hello readers!

I would love to blog about Sinar Lebaran. But sadly, I lost my mood & I don't know what to blog about the event! But photos are longed uploaded on Facebook.
Just uploading some pictures of it here, ok? (:

Totally love this pict! (Because i look good in it. LOL)

& I TOTALLY LOVE THIS PICT! TOMOOOOOOOOOOOOK! :P

**********

Amaciaaaaaam? Haha, InsyaAllah satu hari nanti! *winks*

It's already 5 days of Ramadhan.
Alhamdulillah. Hope its not too late to wish all the muslims;

SELMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA.
SEMOGA SEMUA MENDAPAT BARAKAH DI BULAN YG MULIA INI, INSYAALLAH.

Gotta help mum in the kitchen nowwwww.
Till then, Selamat Berbuka nanti ye!

With Love,
Xoxo.

2010-08-09T17:07:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

Hello wonderful readers & strangers.
And to you too, silent stalkers!

School holidays doesn't seem like one.
Still gotta go back to school, and tons of revision to catch up for the exams.
Right now, gotta get ready for Lydia's birthday celebration! SUPER EXCITED!

See you there, for those invited guests going!

Ouh, i still owe an entry about Sinar Lebaran!

With Love,
Xoxo.

2010-07-31T13:41:00.003+08:00

To the most bubbly one in class,
To the most positive one in class,
To the most random one in class,
To the girl who never gives up,
To the only one who calls me 'Fiqa Fiqa',

To Sherry Thia,
Hope you're happy with the decision though it was abit shocking for the class. May you be successful in everything you do & hope you'll do extremely well with your chosen course! No matter what, the class and I will support you in anything you do!

Will update about Sinar Lebaran 2010 soon!
Xoxo.

2010-07-25T09:32:00.003+08:00

*feather-dusting the blog*

Hello lovely readers & strangers!
School's giving so many tests.
But Alhamdulillah, coping well. And InsyaAllah, will continue this way. Amin.

Cousin's getting engaged today!
Dia yg tunang, aku yg ghairah. ROFL.

But before that, let me end my short blog post by giving you a sneak peak of the upcoming show!

With the awesome/crazy people that loves to camwhore!

Jumpa you all on Tuesday ye?

Now I've gotta get ready to go to my aunt's place! Will do a proper update pretty soooooooooooon!

With Love, Xoxo.

2010-07-13T08:16:00.003+08:00

Be back when I'm feeling all better.
Be back when I'm done with assignments.

Good Day!
Love you, Xoxo. 17th.

2010-07-09T20:13:00.005+08:00

Okay, I know I know. I've been neglecting my blog. I'm sorry.

I guess no one's reading it either, because it seems that no one is tagging. Sobsob.

School's been taking alot of my time now.

Had to cancel some of the plans with the friends too.

Sorry guys! It's okay, we shall meet up pretty pretty soon.

*hints Lydia Izatti* *hints Hydir Idris* *hints Marina Yusoff*

Okay okay, I shall fine time pretty pretty soon.

Totally need to edit the pictures.

Totally need to blog about watching the NDP preview.

Oh, and that presentation with the group for our FIRST presentation assignment!

And actually, I have so much to complaint. So much to gossip about. So much to bitch about.

Okay, just did that with mum. OOOOPSSS.

2010-06-26T12:45:00.012+08:00

I've been neglecting my blog for two weeks now.

And i guess there's no one tagging on my board either. Boooo.

Anyway, school started this week & I have yet to update about the 2nd week of holidays.

I shall post a lil on it aye?

This was after my dental appointment.

The family went out thereafter. The day I realised that cats doesn't eat mouse, they play with it. It's so irritating I tell you. Imagine, ordering your food and seeing these two creatures running/roaming around beside you. Eeewww.

See the look on my brother's face?

However, the steak @ Geylang was good though. LOL.

This was when we had a movie marathon at Izzah's.

Went there straight after my tak-maju group discussion. LOL. Gossip-ed, and catching up with each other. Fatin had school that day, we shall make another gathering soon! Thanks for having us over at your place, Izzah!

Met bestfriend thereafter, and thank you for the treat! :D

Hope you liked that small token from us, Zul!
Thank you for having us over at the BBQ. A small gathering for the cheer team. InsyaAllah 4 and more to come.

Had a catching up session with the Cheer Team, & I would love to join you guys again!

Smart Brains, crazy Kids makes the school go WOOOO HOOO

Making us well recognised as A-S, A-S!

Dear Lydia Izzati & Hydir Idris,
So sorry I couldn't make it for the gathering/surprise celebration at the eleventh hour!
I know I owe you both something. We shall meet up soon!

*****

I shall now end my post here for now.

Gotta do my research, do some housework & catch up on my schoolwork.

And also accept/reject the 500 over friend requests.

With Love, XOXO.

2010-06-14T12:48:00.004+08:00

One week of Term Break had passed.
Another week to gooooooooo before the new term starts!

I'm halfway done with CSAS2 Research Draft, did a lil bit of revision & have yet to start doing SFP assignment. GREAT. Will do so once I get home from my dental appointment later.

But right now, let me share a few pictures of what I did during the break! I don't really remember the dates of the events took place, but will just sum it up!

First up, Kak Nurul & Abg Irwan's Wedding.
Selamat Pengantin Baru!
Semoga berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat, InsyaAllah.

Thank you Hydir Idris & Family for inviting me to this joyous event!
Uploading videos on Facebook, and it's taking forever! -.-

Oh, and the same day the maternal side of the family had a small family gathering too! & Thank you Mr.Bestfriend for sending me to meet my Madu for some matters! *winks*

Ohhh! Before I forget, went out with Raihan & Suhailah after the last paper aka last day of Term 1!
Gerekzxzxz I tell you!

The family paid a visit to my grandma's place at Teban Gardens.

The family had a day out tooo! The brothers went swimming while I did some catching up with the parents, & the schoolwork! LOL.

Tried out The Manhattan Fish Market too.

Had a karaoke, get-together & makan-makan session with the wonderful people.
Thank you for the treats! & I'm sure we had a great time! (:

With Love,
Xoxo.

2010-06-05T13:46:00.002+08:00

FINALLY 2 WEEKS OF BREAK!

*jumps for joy*

2010-05-27T21:41:00.004+08:00

Busy and tired.
That shall sum up my whole week.
Thank god its Firday tmr, & thank god its holiday and its the start of the weekends.

Gotta revise for the upcoming testssssss.

Before that, it has been about a week now...

CONGRATULATIONS SHAHIR BBY!

Juara AF8, come Singapore soon pleaseeeee?!

AFMASUK was a chance given to you. Despite it being a little bit pitchy and off at certain parts, i still love your single and I know you did great! The song is on repeat mode for i don't know how long, even before the finals. Keep it up, and I'll surely support you all the way... Stay rooted, stay humble and always be original! There's always room for improvement & I know you can do it. Okay sayang? *Feeling sungguh aku. HAHA!*

2010-05-21T00:49:00.003+08:00

Quizzes are finally done! 2 more weeks to Term Tests. Fuhhh.
Finishing the many many projects now.
In the meantime, enjoy the video of my boyfriend *coughscoughs* up there!

SHAHIR BBY,
ALL THE WAAAYYYYY!

Xoxo.

2010-05-15T00:55:00.007+08:00

Don’t cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you.
Because girls give and forgive, but guys get and forget.

Hello you wonderful readers!
School has been a little hectic, with all the tests on the wayyyyyyy~
But but, that doesn't mean it's not enjoyable at all!

See what Organic & Biological Chemistry had made me? =.=

Study session with Suhailah in the Library!

During HAP yesterday.

Gila-gila session after school! :P As usual, Suhailah kannnnn~ ROFLMAO.

Xoxo. Morning/Night Readers!

2010-05-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

Currently using Suhailah's laptop while she's going to pray. And srsly 4 hours of break passes by very very VERY fast! Did a little bit of Organic & Biological Chemistry (OBC) since I've left Science in Food Preperation (SFP) notes at home! -.-And study session became gossip/youtube/photo-taking session, LOL. But not entirely, lah. And quizzes starting tomorrow onwards, bestttt!

Will update about CCN Day & Mothers' Day if I've got the time. In the meanwhile, check out FB for the pictures, aye?!

Haven't seen you the whole day today, Mr Eyecandy!
Oh, you don't understand me at all.
Xoxo.

2010-05-09T22:26:00.004+08:00

At times, when I say don't, you do.

At times, when you want to make yourself happy, there will always be that on moment that will turn you smile the other way round.

At times, when you feel you want to express things out, some people just don't understand simple explanation.

At times, when you make your own decision, there are people who will ~~not~~ NEVER be happy with it.

At times, when you think too much for other people's feelings, you feel its about time you think about yourself and people say you're too selfish.

At times, when you want to tell someone about it, you just don't know how to put it into words.

You feel me?

And honestly, I had enough of your explanation.
And there is nothing I need to explain to you.
Bye.

2010-05-09T01:03:00.002+08:00

Ibu, Mama, Mummy, Bonda, Umi and to all the mums out there in the world, just humbly wishing you Happy Mother's Day.

Dear mummylove,

thank you for all you've done for me. We have our laughs, we have our quality times together, we had those quarrels, we share every little thing together, we had those disagreements. Through it all, thick and/or thin, you know I Love You. ♥

Hope you've enjoyed that small little 'gift' we got for you!
Xoxo.

2010-04-25T00:54:00.003+08:00

Asc Studies Club organised Week 0 Closing Ceremony/Welcoming Ceremony for us freshmen on Thursday, 22nd April 2010.

I had a whole lot of fun, screams, laughters & new bunch of camwhoring kakis!
(Facebook for pictures!)
& I miss the cheer team very very very much. GATHERING SOON PLEASE!

OL Nurul & Ain.

Suhailah.

The cheer team + extras. :P

At certain points in life, you have to learn to let things go. No matter how bitter the past may be, no matter how hurtful the past can be, no matter how bad things may look, life has to move on. But, how? It's easier said than done.

Xoxo.

2010-04-20T17:04:00.008+08:00

A little bit dusty here, don'tcha think?

School's started yesterday. For now, I say I'm able to cope. So far so good! Wait till the 2nd week or so. -____-

I totally had a lot of fun during the orientation last week!
I didn't bring my camera on the first 2 to 3 days of camp but i brought it on Friday!

It was tiring actually, Monday, Tuesday morning - Wednesday morning had camp, Wednesday & Thursday afternoon I had cheer practice, and TP Olympiad & Regatta on Friday. It was a whole week event, but I must say I really enjoyed myself!

Of some pictures taken during the orientation camp last week!
More pictures, you should know where to look for it! *winks*

FOURRRRR!

After the cheer!

The freshmen(s) involved in the cheer team!

Here's the video of the cheer! Laugh all you want! & Don't ask me why we were dressed like that, ZULLLLLLLL! LOL. But it was worth it, 4th year!

Xoxo.

2010-04-08T15:33:00.005+08:00

Hello lovely readers, unknown readers, hate readers & stalkers!
LOL.

I'm back with the post I've been wanting to post.
Picnic with the girls was great! & thanks to Izzah's DSLR, we managed to snapped lotsssssss of photos!
Alhamdulillah, it was worth the planning, worth the sms(es), worth the reminder(s) to be early!
Hahaha.

Time : 10am (this causes a different tone to my skin! but thank god it isn't obvious!)
Location : Marina Barrage

Of the many food items we brought.

Missing : Izzah.

Happy people!

Girls, please don't scream at me!
Some photos not public-ly displayed. :X

OMG TO MY EXPRESSION.

Missing : Hana.

Take note to the above two pictures, to be always prepared camera-friendly at all times! :X

More photos, Faceboooooooook.

Girls, I sure had alot of fun! We shall do this again during our holidays! Say, Botanic Gardens?

2010-04-05T13:04:00.004+08:00

Okay, so AnugeraHitz.sg was great! WELCOME TO THE CLUB, NANI!

Hahahaha, so anyways, it was a really great experience for me! Working with the awesome people, the awesome experience, the awesome hairdo, make-up & outfit! It was really THE BOMB!

Obviously, me (& Nani) totally screamed our lungs/hearts out when Hady Mirza & Taufik Batisah's name were mentioned! More else they won the awards, lagi gila i tell you! HAHA!

Oh, & I was so mesmerized when he smiled at my direction! Sumpah melts I tell you! Tapi kalau org nampak pun best, jadi org kata I tak feeling sendiri! ROFL.

You know, I've seen this man umpteen times now, and I still find him hot! LMAO. Congrats on clinching the awards, Mr.Idol! SUKA SUKA SUKAAAAAAAAA.

Oh, & not forgetting Hady Mirza, Didicazli, Sleeq, Sarah Aqilah, Rahimah Rahim, Diorama, Revalina (did I miss anyone else?) for your awards! GO LOCAL TALENTS! I'm sure you can do it!

Pictures will be uploaded really sooooooooon!

Next post, Picnic with my girls!
Xoxo

2010-03-30T01:07:00.005+08:00

Here's the post i promised earlier in the previous post.
Wait, did I? Oh wellssss, I shall blog about it anyway...

Alhamdulillah, everything's over & done with full of enthusiasm!
*Applause* For the committee who had done so much for the event, for about 2 months till that memorable day for the Birthday Girl. Awesome job! Well done & was glad that you guys believed in me!

So, i went there with my mum to WannaB' because apparantly, she "organised a birthday party for my 9-year-old sister name Tasha". Kwakwakwa... Okay, joke! This was an excuse for Kunjung from getting to know the surprise birthday party was actually for her! :P

Was there at 3pm for last-minute preparation, soundchecks & whatnot.
Guests started coming in around 4pm & the event started at about 5pm because VVIP was late! LOL.

Had loads of food! Awesome deco! Delicious cake, *licks fork/spoon*! Awesome company! Awesome performances (pssst : Not talking about myself please, thankyou). It wouldn't be fun without the games in between & also performances by the Birthday Girl herself!

Picture taken with the brains behind the wonderful event!
Kudos & Thumbs Up to the committee!
I can never thank all of you enough for giving me the opportunity to be part of this event!

That man over there was my partner for the emcee & the duet. Apparantly, he had to leave earlier as he had another show at Bedok. Nah, its okay bro! Thank you so much for entertaining the guests with me, FOR me and tolerating my not-so-banyak-talking at some points!

Happy Belated 27th, Kunj!
Hope you've enjoyed that mini celebration we had for you. Seeing your reaction when your blindfold was taken off, I'm sure the surprise worked! Now, the committee can heaved a sigh of relieve & thankful. I'm proud to say they did well!

This bubbly & cheerful 1st Runner-Up for Suria's reality tv show, Anugerah 2009 is really a joy to be around with! No kidding! Despite the fame, she is still that humble lady whose easy to work with, easy to talk to. May you have more successes in life darling, InsyaAllah. And may your life always be filled with happiness together with your loved ones!

More pictures at 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
Happy Viewing!
Xoxo.

2010-03-28T12:39:00.004+08:00

Just a short post before going out.
& not to worry, will do a proper update once all the pictures have been uploaded!

Alhamdulillah event was a success, despite the technical problems here & there.

Hope you've enjoyed that small celebration Kunjung Whitaker!
Kudos to Hamyza Halek, Mamahani Hanita and Family, Fiza Superstar, Marina Rina Yusoff & Chris for putting up a very wonderful & memorable event for 'TASHA'. HAHA!

2 months of hard work, effort, sweat, brainjuices from the committee was all worthwhile! Thank you for believing in me & Ize Suliman to be the emcee for your event.
Kalau ada terkasar bahasa, tersilap kata atau tak melakukan kerja dgn baik, minta maaf banyak2! Harap tak serik ye! & thank you very very much for the token! SUKAAAA!

On behalf of the committee, thank you to those who came down to give your endless support for the event!

2010-03-25T15:26:00.001+08:00

Shocked?
Don't be, say hello to my new hairdo!

2 days more...
Xoxo.

2010-03-23T15:28:00.002+08:00

Squeezing & Brainstorming what I should do for .....
Panicking because ......
I can't fill in the details above because .....

Aaaaaaah. Okay, I shall not panic. I can do this. I CAN do this! :X

2010-03-18T12:30:00.004+08:00

Okay, alil bit dusty in this space. Phew.
So, I wasn't really busy this few days. Just a weeeeeeee bit lazy. Heh.

Coral Secondary's Anuual Sports Day on the 11th March & Meridian Primary's Annual Sports Day on the 12th March, both at Tampines Stadium.

Pls don't ask me why I was in green, I'm still RED ENTREPRENEURS though we didnt win. Booo. Met Aishah, Asyura, Mahirah, Janine, Fiena there, dropped by to meet the teachers and see how the juniors have grown. *pffft*
Talked to Mr Fong & Mdm Huda, showing off the picture of Mr.Boyfriend a.k.a MRTB. LOL. Totally hilarious I TELL YOU.

I didnt stay for long, went to TM's MCD with the girls & waited for Izzah & Hana, because the rest couldn't make it. Boooooooo.
Then, met my favourite girl *you know who you are* before she left.

Went to watch youngest brother's Sports Day the day after. Congrats on being 2nd, ADIK!
Had lunched thereafter before heading back home.

Just something to share...

Me : When is Labour Day eh?
Mom : In May kan?
Brother 1 : Siape celebrate?
Me : Alaaaaa, siapa2 yg pernah dalam labour ah. Mummy lah celebrate!
Dad : E'eh, papa pun celebrate tau, pernah masuk labour ward!
Brother 1 : Oh, kita pun celebrate ah kalau gitu kak!
Dad : A'ahlah. Haziq (Brother 2) jer tak, sbb kat OT.

LOL.

Have plans with awesome people tomorrow, just hoping money would drop from the sky because I want to shop shop shop till i drop! :P

2010-03-02T02:01:00.004+08:00

OMG. I know I owe an entry on Ria Big Bash.
Photos edited & posted on FB, but I shall make a quick recap on it here!

Thank you to Lydia Izzati for purchasing the tix beforehand! Went there with Lydia, Catty & Hydir, met Lydia's family there & off we went to TRCC Republic Poly. Obviously I went there for Mr.HM & Mr.TB. No questions asked. :P

I was sooooooooooooooooooo extremely absolutely elated when Usah Lepaskan was 1st on the Ria Top 20 chart lor! Sumpah aku hyped! HAPPY HAPPY MOOD MOOD, FAVOURITE SONG TAUUUUUUUU!

The other local talents namely Boy Raven, Nana, Didicazli, Si Anak Seni, Zaibaktian and many more did an awesome job too!

THUMBS UP AND KUDOS FOR THE AWESOME SHOW, SHOWCASING THE LOCAL TALENTS. CONGRATS TO RIA.FM & HAPPY 20th ANNIVERSARY!

*****

Yes, start screaming at the above picture! LOL.

Recording for Hitz.sg was a blast! I really enjoyed myself, despite it being very rushed. Oleh sebab kesuntukkan masa, cheywah!, I didn't have much time to practice the parts. PHEW.

Seeing how funny Imran can get, seeing how blur Alif can get, seeing how hot Taufik can get (yang ini sesungguhnya LOL), I really really had truckloads of fun! I have pictures & videos to show, but maybe not today.

It's gonna be 3AM in the morning soon. Exhausted after 2 days of recordings.
It's time for me to hit the sack! Goodnight!

Xoxo.

2010-02-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

Okay, actually I was supposed to blog about Ria Big Bash.
However, i couldn't help by side tracking to what took place today, even though for a short while.

The next post would be about Ria Big Bash, alright!

OMG OMG OMG.
NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

2010-02-18T19:04:00.009+08:00

It's been quite some time since I updated my blog.
First & Foremost ...

HAPPY 17th SYIMAH SABTU.

HAPPY 18th HAKIM ZAHREN.

Selamat Hari Tua you dua! Haha. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan sukses dalam apa jua bidang yang diceburi. InsyaAllah. Stay gila & selenge always! LOL.

So anyway, my February has been great so far. I hope it is not too late to wish Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai to all the Chinese readers & Happy Valentines' Day to those celebrating! Though I don't celebrate them, I sure had a lot of fun in both days! I got my Secret Recipe & Sushi all in one week, because someone insisted to get them for me! Woooooooots.

Also, I got to meet the ever-so-beautiful Krisdayanti & Ziana Zain too. Oh, for those who have yet to see the photos on my FB, I did enter a karaoke contest! Alhamdulillah, winning 2nd for my first attempt to join a karaoke competition singing only songs by Ziana Zain, I'm grateful. The two-days were extremely awesome! Meeting the new friends cum contestants! It really doesn't feel like a competition. We could totally 'click' well!

Top Row : Me, Shafina, Kak Herda, Nadia
Bottom Row : Zakiah, Fadillah, Yanti, Norizwati.

On the 16th Feb, the Top 3 was called down to perform again on the last day of the exhibition 'Kawin Kawin Makan Makan' organised by Orange Coach (correct me if I'm wrong).

2nd, 1st, 3rd.

So the three of us sang our individual songs first, before singing Madah Berhelah together. It was really fun to sing with the three girls despite it being an improm. We should do it again, Zakiah & Noriz!

Here's the video of us singing together. Enjoy!
Credits to suryaentain aka Papa Chong for the videos taken for the 3 days! (:

Xoxo.

2010-02-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

Okay. Last week, i met my quiet girl & my irritating makcik for a Girls' Day Out cum my belated birthday cum Syimah's advance birthday @ WannaB' Cafe. And thereafter accompany them shopping at Bugis Village before I took my leave. The gist of it was, we were being kind souls by accompanying a blind man to the MRT & to also top-up his EZ-Link card. How awesome can we get?! LOL. (read : masuk bakul angkat sendiri)

Thank you girls for the company, thank you both for the treat, thank you Hafika for the box of Ferrero Rocher Chocolates & thank you Syimah for the shopping vouchers. Despite being approximately 1hr late, you girls made my day!

Alhamdulillah. So Suria celebrated its 10th year & I was glad that I am part of the celebration. Thank you to Kak Ann for the opportunity & the rest for the company. Despite the hiccups during rehearsals & even on the actual day itself, I am sure everyone had fun! I sure did!

How can I not be, just look at the picture below. *dancing in circles and screams like fan-girling*

You know, I've only worked with him twice. I must say I really enjoyed it & I am looking forward for more!

Enough said.

Actually, I'm pretty upset & devastated about certain things. Okay no, maybe a whole lot of things. Seriously, so what if you're older than me? So what if you know more things than me? So what if you're well-known? SO WHAT?!
I may be 17 but I don't think I deserve to be treated this way.

2010-01-28T14:08:00.005+08:00

Had an impromptu meet up with the babes ytd. Had dinner at LJS Tampines Mall, and bumped into Kak Netty & Kak Luk.

We sat down and talked about tons of stuffs! From the memories we had, to the Sec 1-4 days, to the 'Wall of Pocky', to the funny incidents with the teachers, to the happenings on the last day of school, to our O level results, to our postings!

"Omg, you don't like a food person. I see you, like, more to design kinda person" -Kamini

& I totally agree with you! Hahaha, but i don't know. Should I appeal?

We should make another gathering with the full force before school starts.
&& to go visit the teachers soon. Who's with meeeeeeeeeeee?
LOL.

&& Mahirah, Aishah, Nadira, Asyura, Nurul DEYISEC, Herlina DEYISEC & Fatin DEYISEC ; WE SHOULD MEET UP SOON. & ask Mr.Shorty aka Faizal to join, LOL. Oh oh, Lopez & Chu Ling toooo! Coz sumpah I miss Us!

Right now, still thinking on whether to appeal or not. Help?
Xoxo.

2010-01-25T14:50:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah.
Turning Seventeen & sharing it with my loved ones. What more can I ask for?

Please prepare for a speech, LOL (macam menang award! -___-). Here goes...

Thank you Mummy, Papa, Brothers, Nenek, Shah, Fatin F., Izzah H., Khairunnisa, Hana, Insyirah, Ms.Hafizah, Syaliza, Wan Siti, Nadhirah, Fareed, Idris & Haziq for the awesome celebration(s), company, surprise(s), cake(s) & present(s).

Thank you Syimah for the birthday call.

Thank you Lydia Izzati, Fatin, Shah, Keng Tian, Diana, Kak Ann, Syaliza, Mummydah, Aishah, Kak Fatin & Surayah for your sms(es).

Thank you to all those who wished me on FB, like Fiza Superstar *i suka wish you, madu*, Hyrul Anuar, Soulvictory, Fauzie Laily, NUNU, Mariah Syazwani *i pun suka wish you*, Mimi *Dearest, rindu you jugak*, Afiq *i know you miss me more, LOL*, Herman *suka you kasi wish in Malay!* and the many many others who wished me on FB, be it on the wall or inbox. Even though I didn't mention many many names here, I do remember them & saved them all.

Once again from the bottom of my heart, thank you all for making my 17th a very memorable one, Alhamdulillah. I do appreciate all that you've done. Xoxo.

And Happy Belated Birthday, Izzah Fauzy!

Also Fiza Superstar, MinahTJ, Nurizwanni, ShilaRock, Chiang Joy, Brother Ash, Delton Law, Haidhar, Daniel Leow, Mariah Syazwani & Cousin Salleh...

Xoxo.
2 more days to posting results, say whaaaaaaaaaaaat?
InsyaAllah, all will go well.

2010-01-15T09:36:00.002+08:00

I'm still having that little hatred in me on ________.
But I'm not gonna bother because ... .... ... ... ... ... there's gonna be Dato Siti N!
Heh.

& click here for a very funny story!
FYI, Coral Sec's canteen is big enough and you don't have to show readers how small it is.
Not enough seats doesn't mean small canteen, you idiot!
& now recess is 45 min, say what?

2010-01-12T12:22:00.002+08:00

Okay, just a short post.

Alhamdulillah, results are out & I must say my hard work had paid off.
Despite getting that grade for english, I'm certain that this time round, I had improve from the prelims. Alhamdulillah. I'm grateful with what I had gotten. Maybe God has something else in store for me. ^^

A new beginning, a start of a brand new life.
YIKES! How fast can this get?

Maybe I should try JPSAE for MCM. If not, I shall choose something business, science or/and maths related. What say you?

2010-01-10T20:45:00.010+08:00

So, yes.
Alhamdulillah, Sinaran Hati Gemilang was enjoyable. Getting to meet upclose with Rossa & Hady Mirza was simply great! Oh, and met my lovely nyah too. Nyah, out soon pls? <33>

And ytd, went for the Red Camp Special Programme @ NP. Sorry for the lack of photos, I just had to forget to bring my camera on the last Red Camp 6 gathering. :( Only Aishah, Mahirah & myself were there. The other girls couldnt come. :( Lets make a gathering just for us soon, pls?

Trying to rock climb and jumping from 5th storey structure even though with ropes on (easier said : paraffan(?) ) at the Adventure Park is smth that i had never done in my life! i wanted to try on the flying fox, but no. & obviously, i did scream my hearts out! And Lopez had to ask me "you screamed your lungs or your heart out?" -.-""

I sure had alot of fun! We did a flashpop mass dance, had free gifts, watched transformers 2, had freeflow of popcorns, drinks & donuts from donut factory! However, i had to leave halfway. No matter what, I <3>NP!

AND IF YOU ARE READING THIS;

CHU LING, LOPEZ TAN & FAIZAL RAMDAN

I SWEAR I MISS YOU THREESOME!

& not having the time to have a long chat or not getting to meet up with the three of you on that day made the RINDU even more! Awwww.

Its official, O level results are released tomorrow! I had given my best shot, InsyaAllah I hope i can do it! & to the other candidates, ALL THE BEST & BREAK A LEG! we did what we could, & I'm sure our hard work would pay off!

actually, i had so many things to rant about, so many things to complain about, so many things to express out. but, neh. not now.
Xoxo.

2010-01-06T09:40:00.002+08:00

Pretty busy lately.
Many things will be taking place.
Rehearsals, O levels results release, meeting that petite singer!
OH! & i still need to edit the ~~few~~ 100++ pictures!

See some of you on the 8th & 9th!
Xoxo.

2010-01-02T12:36:00.005+08:00

That is how i ended my 2009.
With a bunch of awesome hyrulites, a fun & enjoyable experience, a meet up with my crazy bitch, a lil bit of angst & meeting awak sums up my 31st Dec 2009.

Photos have yet to be uploaded. Well, maybe later.

Many mistakes made, many wonderful memories to be shared & kept, many funny, stressful & embarrasing moments to remember, many disatisfaction had been let out, countless teardrops have been shed. I could not ask for more.

Another year had past, and a brand new year to look forward to.
Its not too late to wish everyone a very happy, blessed, prosperous & successful new year 2010. May all your wishes come true & enjoy the next 364days of 2010~

How can I not start my holidays with this awesome man below, LOL.

Xoxo.

2009-12-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

BREEKS, SAKURA INTERNATIONAL BUFFET, PIZZA HUT.

Awesome food together with the presence of awesome company, i couldn't ask for more.
Thank you Awak & Abg Eddy for the treats respectively.
Thank you girls for putting some time a side for a get-together after sooooooooooooooooooo long!

Phew.
Alhamdulillah, my week has been a very filling one.

Next up, time to go on a diet & find a job soon.
Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Adios, and Good Night/Morning.

With Love,
Xoxo.

2009-12-19T18:48:00.006+08:00

Hey Girls! & Guys.

I'm selling off some of my stuffs.
Not to worry, its only been worn once, or never been worn at all. Therefore, these items are at a reasonable price & are in good condition.
If interested, do drop me a comment on my tagboard or send me a message on facebook, yah?

Thanks for the support girls!

Dresses;

Tops;

Accessories;

2009-12-15T16:47:00.002+08:00

YES.
SEEN ANY DIFFERENCE YET?

It's funny to see that someone you used to know treats you like a stranger now.
Oh well, people comes in and out of your life.
But i know true friends are there & always will be here to stay.

Xoxo.

2009-12-10T14:53:00.002+08:00

note : this is my ONLY latest picture of him, taken last year. i know, very old kan?
but what to do, O lvls had taken up most of my time. sacrifice now! heh.

Dear Mr.Taufik (as if he can read this, i really wish!),

Its been 5 years since you were crowned the first Singapore Idol. I must say, I've never regretted supporting you from the very start. When I watched you in the piano show, I used to say, "aiya, he's just a typical guy trying to be the winner" but you proved me otherwise. I take back my words and I proudly say "you're one of the BEST-EST talent we have in Singapore", Alhamdulillah.

Your songs are always on 'repeat mode' in my head. & I can always spot your songs when I'm walking down shops in Geylang, even though its only the start of it. I know, obsessed much? I would always say that you're the best guy the girl can ever have, LOL, which this eventually irritates my brothers & friends! Jealous much, i guess. Haha, but i do not care less!

10 Dec; marks the day you turn one year older, another year wiser.

Happy 28th Birthday, TAUFIK BATISAH!
Not too old eh? Age is just a number... :P
May you be blessed with good health always. May you be successful in anything & everything you do, InsyaAllah. Produce more good music, & make Singapore even proud of you! May you be happy with your love ones. We, supporters, will always be there support you in everything you do! Enjoy your day & do take care of yourself, hotstuff!

You will always be My Idol, Xoxo.

Time for you to find a life partner, aye? Or are you still waiting for me? LOL. *terlalu perasan*

2009-12-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

A smile confuses an approaching frown.

At times, its difficult.
To fake a smile, to fake a laugh.
When you know deep down, you're not what it seems to be.

I can lie to everyone, but never to myself.
Forget who hurt you yesterday, but don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
But I just can't forget how hurt I was, because to move on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.

2009-12-06T12:47:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Rapsodi Hitz was a blast!
Despite 5 days of hard work; though i missed the practice on Monday due to personal reasons, it was worthwhile! I really had fun, really enjoyed myself too! Made many many new friends as well. Some pictures taken backstage are below, for those who may just stop by my blog or do not have my facebook.

During rehearsal :

While getting ready for the show :

After the show :

P.S. My tagboard seems to be very quiet eh? LOL. just a penny for my thoughts! :P
Xoxo.

2009-11-29T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Aidiladha celebration, getting lost at Botanical Gardens, watching New Moon & attending a wedding function sums up my week. Its gonna be a very busy & hectic upcoming week!

To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world.
This is how I feel for you, Gosh.

Its been sometime since you talked to me, boy.
If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
Yes, slowly do so. Not too fast, please.

With Love, Xoxo.

SKIN & ME.

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012.

Dear mummylove,thank you for all you've done for me. We have our laughs, we have our quality times together, we had those quarrels, we share every little thing together, we had those disagreements. Through it all, thick and/or thin, you know I Love You. ♥

Dear mummylove,

thank you for all you've done for me. We have our laughs, we have our quality times together, we had those quarrels, we share every little thing together, we had those disagreements. Through it all, thick and/or thin, you know I Love You. ♥